Wednesday, February 9, 2011

2 a.m post

It's 2 a.m and I am still studying for my exam.

I'm all stressed out and I don't know if I can make it this coming Friday.

I have the option of postponing the exam again but I chose not to because I am sick of studying.

At the same time, I do not want to waste the money that I have spent to sit for it, knowing that I will flunk it big time.

I was googling 'Life of an expat wife' and many articles came up.

Some talked about the frequent nerve wrenching moment of being asked what they do for a living.

Heh, I can totally relate to that.

Adults are define by what they do, not who they are.

You are either a teacher, a banker, an economist, or a nobody.

Dare to disagree?

For others, they spent their time cam whoring, shopping, cooking, and looking after the kids.

I seriously need to stop obsessing over finding a full time job.

Instead, I should start cam whoring too, and show the world what wonderful world I live in, just like they do.

Working part-time, going for baking classes, cooking, lazing around beaches, looking after my pets.

The only thing missing right now is a maid and a personal driver.


Now, do I sound like a bimbo, already?

2 comments:

inahornaw said...

hey!don't be so a pessimist!enjoy the laid back life for the time being...u'll be busy again when u come back to msia!(if u ever will!)

Anonymous said...

Hey spook...I'm a pessimist no more coz I pass the exam with flying colors weehoooo hehe. I know, i know....I should be more appreciative with what I have instead of complaining and whining. There will always be things to complain about but it's up to us to live our live to the fullest!